It makes me sad, everytime I think about it. It feels like I judge myself.
But I know, that I'm not the only one who feel like that. Come on, there are many persons who wanna change their attitude but they just can't. Haha.
I remember. Someone had given me a letter. In that letter, she explained her regrets and promised me to stay with me everytime. To support me everytime I need her. To kiss and hug me everynight..
That time, I just threw the letter. I know her. She won't do such things for me. Haha.. But deep in my heart, I hoped she will prove it.
And you know what's next? Hahaha... just same like before. Just same like she never gives me that letter.
When I was a child, I respected her and love her so much. I don't know. Now, it likes a dream for me, that I had treated her as an angel.
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