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Wednesday, February 18 - L'Arc~en~Ciel - Flower
gw nangis baca ini. sambil dengerin suara hyde pula. sambil liat pv nya pula. nangis. nangis. sedih. gyaa. hue.

Flower - L'Arc~en~Ciel

Words and Music by Hyde

sou kitsu ite ita gogo no hikari ni mada boku wa nemutteru
So I realized In the light of the afternoon, I am still asleep.
I'm just sleeping in the afternoon sun,

omoi doori ni naranai SHINARIO wa tomadoi bakari dakedo
The scenario of my mind is yet a hesitation.
The scenario which doesn't turn out the way I want Is only distracting
Bending my neck on the scenarios that aren't going as planned.


kyou mo aenai kara BEDDO no naka me wo tojite
For I cannot meet you today, inside my bed, I close my eyes.
We're not going to meet today anyway, so on my bed I close my eyes.

tsugi no tsugi no asa made mo kono yume no kimi ni mitore teru yo
Until the next, next morning. You will be in my dreams watching me
Until the morning after tomorrow I am fascinated by you in this dream
I'll just watch you in my dreams until the morning after next.

itsu demo kimi no egao ni yurete taiyou no you ni tsuyoku saiteitai
Always I sway with your smile like the sun I want to bloom strongly
I am always waving in your smile I want to bloom vigorously like the sun
mune ga itakute itakute koware sou dakara
My heart aches, it aches, because it is so fragile
My heart is hurting and hurting, about to break.
kana wanu omoi nara semete karetai!
If my thoughts of you cannot come true, I'd rather wilt!

mou waraenai yo yume no naka de sae mo onaji koto iu n da ne
Can't laugh anymore, you say the same words even in my dreams.
mado no mukou hontou no kimi wa ima nani wo shiteru n darou

On the other side of the window I wonder what the real you is doing
Outside the window, I wonder what you are really doing.

tooi hi no kinou ni karappo no torikago wo motte
That faraway yesterday was I carrying an empty birdcage
Taking an empty birdcage to the long distant Yeterday.
aruiteta boku wa kitto kimi wo sagashiteta n da ne
Walking in the search for you.
Walking around, I must have been looking for you.

azayaka na kaze ni sasowarete mo muchuu de kimi wo oikakete iru yo
Even though the vivid wind invites me I continue chasing after you.
Even if I am invited by the splendid wind I will still pursue you whole-heartedly
sora wa ima ni mo ima ni mo
The sky Even now Even now
furi sosogu you na aosa de miageta boku wo tsutsunda
Showers a blueness, That wraps around me when I lift my eyes.
Is so blue it looks like it's going to fall down. And as I look up, the blue sky wraps around me.

like a flower
~flowers bloom in sunlight and I live close to you~

ikutsu mo no tane wo ano oka e ukabete
So many seeds have I sent to that hill
I'll send countless seeds afloat to that hill.
kirei na hana wo shiki tsumete ageru
To fill it with beautiful flowers
I'll cover it with beautiful flowers for you.
hayaku mitsukete mitsukete koko ni iru kara
Quickly Find [me] Find [me] Because [I] am here
okosareru no wo matteru no ni
Although I'm waiting to be woken up
I'm still just waiting to be woken up.
itsudemo kimi no egao ni yurete taiyou no you ni tsuyoku saiteitai
Always I sway with your smile like the sun I want to bloom strongly
I am always waving in your smile I want to bloom vigorously like the sun
I want to sway with your smile, flowering as strong as a sun for ever.
mune ga itakute itakute koware sou dakara
My heart aches, it aches, because it is so fragile
My heart is hurting and hurting, about to break.
kanawanu omoi nara semete karetai!
If my thoughts of you cannot come true, I'd rather wilt


creditnya gatau. gw nemu di folder sista gw

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Sunday, February 15 - Kondisi Otak Gw
minna-san. tau tidak, skrg ini saia sedang belajar IPS. materinya sejarah. aaargh. gw benci sejarah. knp? soalnya, itu artinya gw harus ngapalin, sedangkan otak gw parah bgt kalo dipake buat ngapalin. cuih cuih.

entah kenapa ya, keknya makin lama otak gw makin bego. muskipun nile gw naek, tp gw harus kerja keras dulu, ga kek dulu, ga belajar sama sekali juga dapet 7. skrg? belajar aja dpt 4, gimana ga belajar?

mungkin gara2 gw bnyk dosanya kali ya?
ah. tp perasaan gw baek2 aja. alim2 aja. (jahah)
lagian otak gw ga parah2 amet kok. emang sih rada telmi. rada lemot juga. dan emang rada2 tulalit. tp kalo untuk mengerti sesuatu, gw masih bisa ngerti.

kek misalnya fisika ato biologi yg emang harus dingertiin, gw lumayan bisa. tp kalo IPS? weleh2.. ngapalin terus. ga mampu gw. ga bisa. nyerah. dari dulu kelemahan gw ya ngapalin.

ngomong2, semester ini dunia jungkir balik, kawan2. gw ga nyangka, bakal tiba saatnya di mana gw bakalan BENCIII bgt sama yg namanya matematika. omaigat. ini bahkan JAUH lebih susah drpd IPS! IPS masih bisa ngarang, kawan2. tp matematika? bisa apa gua!?

selama ini gw pikir matematika adalah sesuatu yg aseek tenan. dari dulu gw nyante mtk, dan ga terlalu belajar yg gimana2. tp skrg? enggak. biarpun belajar gimana2 juga tetep aja ga bisa.

kemaren aja pas UH, dari 10 soal gw cmn bisa jawab 3! parah bgt. sedangkan temen gw yg lain, bahkan yg rank nya lebih rendah dari gw bisa menjawab paling tidak setengahnya. GYAAAAAAAAA!!

jadilah gw anak paling bego di sekolah.

sebenarnya, gw pingin sekali menyalahkan guru2 sekul gw atas kebodohan gw. tp sayangnya, diliat dari sisi manapun, ini KESALAHAN GUA. hueeeeeeee.

oke. sudah cukup gw menyesali diri di postan ini.

oh iya oh iya. td gw buka blog guru. isinya ttg sesuatu yg berhubungan dgn nilai ulangan gitu. kalo ga salah isinya ttg knp nilai anak2 pada ancur pdhl anak2 nya yakin dapet 100/100.

di situ ada 3 biji penyebab. 1, blah blah gw lupa. 2, syalala gw lupa. 3, karena anak2 suka pada baca cepet2 jadinya salah baca deh.

jahahah. yg ketiga itu gw bgt. setiap gw ngerjain soal pasti ada aja kata yg lupa gw baca, sehingga jawaban gw salah besar. heheh. kan gw hanya mempraktekan apa yg guru bahasa gw ajarkan : membaca cepat. hueheh.

tp skrg gw udah lumayan teliti kok. gw baca kata perkata skrg. makanya ngerjainnya jd lama bgt. eh, ahirnya soal2 yg laen ga kejawab (sama aja yak).

au ah. yg penting gw udah usaha. usaha patut dihargai, kalo menurut gw, walopun hasil ahirlah yg menentukan.

GYAAAAAAAAAA. OTAK GW MO MELEDAAAK

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L'Arc~en~Ciel - NEXUS4 & SHINE
udh lama pingin ngepost ini, tp lupa terus. hueheheh.

NEXUS-4

作詞/lyric:hyde
作曲/music:tetsu

当てなく漂うトラフィックジャム
街は無秩序注ぐ雨はアシッド レイン
明日への空席も無く
迷える僕等は夢見てるエレクトリック シープ
ate naku tadayou torafiiku jyamu
machi wa muchitsujyou sosogu ame wa ashiddo rein
asu e no kuseki mo naku
mayoeru bokura wa yume miteru erekutorikku sheep

何時来るか知れない憧れの時燻る感情は
ただ黙って待ってられない
itsu kuru ka shirenai akogare no toki kusufuru kanjyou wa
tada damatte matte rarenai

見上げたなら夜空を切り裂いて駆け昇るジェット 僕等を導く
錆びついた羽はまだ朽ち果てちゃいない 奴より熱い吠え上げる魂
さあ目覚めろ NEXT AGE
miageta nara yozora o kiri saite kake noboru jetsuto bokura o michibiku
sabitsuita hane wa mada kuchihate chainai yatsu yori atsui hoe ageru tamashii
saa mezamero NEXT AGE

無数に増殖するトラップ1つミスれば笑い飛ばされデリート
未来は仮想的空間へ 結局確かな物はこの想いだけさ
na suu ni zoushioku suru torappu hitotsu misureba warai tobasare deritto
mirai wa kasou teki kuukan e kekkyoku tashikana mono wa kono omoi dake sa

眺めるばかりの燃え行く炎棒に振るチャンスを
ただ黙って待ってられない
nagameru bakari no moe yuku honoo bou ni furu chyansu o
tada damatte matte rarenai

見上げたなら夜空を切り裂いて駆け昇るジェット 僕等を導く
信じるまま走れきっとまだ間に合う
跳ね上がるスピード決して逃さない
さあ飛び乗れ NEXT AGE
miageta nara yozora o kiri saite kake noboru jetsuto bokura o michibiku
shinjiru mama hashire kitto mada ma ni au
hane agaru supiido kishite nogasanai
saa tobinore NEXT AGE

使い捨てられたって見返してやるさ
0からの自由を取り込んだ最強のMONSTER
tsukai suterare tatte mikaeshite yarusa
zero kara no jiyuu o tori konda saigou no MONSTER

捲き上がった轟音にまみれて秒読みのスタート
鼓動に合わせてSAY321GO!
君が見上げたなら高く駆け昇るジェット僕らが旅立つ
さあ飛び乗れSPECE AGE YOU VIRTUAL GENERATION!
maki agatta gouon ni mamirete byouyo mi no sutaato
kodou ni awasete SAY 321GO!
kimi ga miageta nara takaku kake noboru jetsuto bokura ga tabitatsu
saa tobinore SPACE AGE YOU VIRTUAL GENERATION!


translate

Drifting aimlessly in a traffic jam
The town is in disorder, acid rain pours down
There are no open seats to tomorrow
We're all just dreaming electric sheep who have lost our way

I don't know when the time I've longed for will come, but my smoldering emotions
Can't just sit quietly and wait

If we look up, the jet tearing through the night sky will guide us
These rusty wings haven't rotted away yet; our spirits roar hotter than theirs
Now awaken NEXT AGE

The traps increase infinitely
If we make a mistake with just one, we'll be laughed at and deleted
The future leads to a virtual room
In the end, the only certainty is this feeling

I won't just watch the flames burn away and give up this chance
I can't just sit quietly and wait

If we look up, the jet tearing through the night sky will guide us
If we keep believing and run, I know we'll make it in time
We won't lose speed no matter what
Now jump on board NEXT AGE

You can throw me away, but I'll get you back
I'm the strongest monster and I took my freedom starting from zero

I'll start the countdown buried in a deafening roar
In time with my heartbeat SAY 3 2 1 GO!
If you look up, the jet flying high will take us on our journey
Now jump on board SPACE AGE YOU VIRTUAL GENERATION!

---

SHINE

SHINE

作詞/lyric:hyde
作曲/music:tetsu

I want to shine on you.
and always like that dazzling sun.
I will defend you  from all the darkness.
this is the truth from my heart.

心の奥繋げたら信じてもらえるのに
仕方ないさ目覚めるまで僕を 嫌ってもいいよ
kokoro no oku tsunage tara shinjite moraeru no ni
shikatanai sa mezameru made boku o kiratte mo ii yo

いま見えなくても無くさないでいて
その優しさは無駄じゃない
ima mienakutemo naku sa nai de ite
sono yasashisa wa muda jyanai

風に乗って浮かびここじゃない何処かへ
海を越え 時を越え きっと咲くだろう
kaze ni notte ukabi koko jyanai dokoka e
umi o koe toki o koe kitto saku darou

寂しくても見渡したところで 真実は無いよ
sabishikutemo miwatashita tokoro de shinjitsu wa nai yo

それはそっと君の胸の内側で
密かに築き行くもの
sore wa sotto kimi no mune no uchigawa de
hisoka ni kizuki yuku mono

だからこの想いは誰にも負けない
魔法のよう 色褪せない 唯一の輝き
dakara kono omoi wa dare ni mo makenai
mahou no you iroasenai yuiitsuno kagayaki

その季節が君に訪れる所まで付き合うよ
さあ、大地を蹴ろう
sono kisetsu ga kimi ni otozureru tokoro made tsuki au yo
saa, daichi o kerou

風に乗って浮かびここじゃない何処かへ
海を越え 時を越え きっと咲くだろう
kaze ni notte ukabi koko jyanai dokoka e
umi o koe toki o koe kitto saku darou

いつの日にもいつもそんな君を
太陽のように ずっと見守れたらいいな
itsuno hi ni mo itsumo sonna kimi o
taiyou no you ni zutto mi mamoretara ii na

I want to shine on you.
and always like that dazzling sun.
I will defend you  from all the darkness.
this is the truth from my heart.

---

credit by http://three-starrynight.blogspot.com/2008/08/lyric-nexus-4-shine-larcenciel.html
| http://taijiproject.livejournal.com/75451.html

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Thursday, February 5 - Kecantikan Yg Tersaingi
POSTAN GW YANG KE !)! eh.. 101 LHO PEMIRSAA XDD
tp tetep aja nih blog ga laku ya.. DDDX

minna-san, masi ingat sendal saia yg telah diculik dan disiksa dengan begitu bejatnya dan dikembalikan dengan keadaan cacat dan tinggal sebelah? nah... berikut ini adalah kisah lagi tentang kecantikan sandal saia. sandal saia yg lain, tapi

jadi minna-san, gw kapok untuk membawa sendal bagus ke sekolah. jd, gw memutuskan untuk membawa sendal butut. dan jadilah gw membawa sendal swallow warna kuning (perhatian, swallow di sini bukan ager2)

setelah beberapa bulan gw memakai si swal (lets call ny sandals si swall), sandal itu sudah mulai menyebarkan parasnya yang cantik, lembut, dan anggun, namun tidak begitu menarik perhatian. sehingga, tidak ada mata yg iri karena wibawanya (ceritanya berwibawa, kek yg punya)

tapi suatu hari, datanglah sepasang sandal yg menyerupai si swall. dari mulai warna, merek, sampe ukurannya sama. namun tetap saja, si swall (ato lebih tepatnya pemiliknya) merasa bahwa swall lebih baik daripada swall2

sampai ahirnya, swall diculik! OH NOOOH! gw panik karena tidak menemukan swall di singga sananya yg mewah (baca : rak sendal). dalem hati gw hanya bisa menjerit, sendal gw yg cantik ilaaaang!

untungnya saat itu ada teman gw yg berkata, "tadi keknya sendal kamu dipake ma *biiip* deh."

yasu, gw langsung nyusul si penculik aka *biip*, yg ternyata adalah pemilik dari swall2. setelah merebut swall dari kaki si *biip*, gw langsung menginjak (uh... ga enak bgt ya bahasanya) swall dengan penuh kasih sayang

saking miripnya swall sama swall2, para pemiliknya jadi bingung. waduh.. kecantikan mereka sama persis sih, makanya susah bedainnya. ckckckck

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